I started reading "Last House: A Novel" by Jessica Shattuck today. She is an esteemed New York Times bestselling author known for her work "The Women in the Castle." This sweeping narrative, perfect for "The Dutch House" and "Great Circle" fans, explores a nation's rise to power and a family's complex ties to the resources that shaped their wealth. It also delves into the events that led to their greatest tragedy, a secret that threatens to tear them apart.
Stream of Consciousness!
My random thoughts on Jan, love, grief, life, and all things considered.
Meliorism: Small Steps Change the World!
improving the World With Acts of Love, Creativity, Compassion, and Kindness
“Ever since we met, you have been an incredible person. The love you shared with Jan is evident in your dedication to the many acts you have completed in her honor, and it has fueled you to live each day with purpose. You have kept her memory alive and well!” wrote a friend of mine in response to my expressing gratitude for what he had helped me to accomplish since Jan died. As much as I was pleased by his comments, they raised an issue that continues to define me and what I have done. Are we independent actors, or do we work in collaboration? Or are we meliorists who contribute to positive change and improve the world through acts of love, creativity, compassion, and kindness?
Final Chance to Support My Big Climb
CLIMB, CONQUER, CURE CANCER!
On April 20th, 2023, I participated in the 2024 Leukemia & Lymphoma Society’s Big Climb NJ event. Despite my age, I was able to climb twenty-six floors to the top of the Gateway Center in Newark to raise awareness for blood cancer and all other types of cancer. I did it for my wife, Jan, and everyone who has been affected by cancer. With the collective support of eight donors, including my initial donation of $350, which I contributed to match donations dollar for dollar, we raised $795. We have until Monday, May 20th, 2024, to raise $55 more and my matching contribution to $1,000! If we exceed $1,000, I am committed to matching every dollar donated. Regardless of size, your contribution is crucial to this collective effort. Can you join us and help us achieve this goal?
The Spoiled Heart: A Novel
Today, I started reading The Spoiled Heart: A Novel by Sunjeev Sahota. Nayan Olak has been seeing Helen Fletcher around town. She has returned to live in the run-down house at the end of the lane with her teenage son. Though she seems guarded, Nayan cannot help but be drawn to her. He has not risked love since losing his young family in a terrible accident twenty years ago.
The End of Suffering From Grief
Falling Through the Trapdoor of Faith
Marginalian‘s Sunday and Wednesday email messages have been a great source of guidance for navigating life’s challenges. Today’s “The Wild Iris: Nobel Laureate Louise Glück on the Door at the End of Your Suffering” email was particularly inspiring. It reminded me to embrace life to the fullest, even after experiencing loss. Thanks to this newfound perspective, my friends have noticed a positive change in me. Although I fell through a trapdoor almost two years ago, I allowed myself to feel my emotions and listen to my soul. Now, I choose to celebrate life by striving to be the best version of myself.
My Bumper Guardrails Protect Me
Ensuring I Do Not Fall Into the Gutters
As soon as I wake up each day, my body seems to go on autopilot. I follow a routine: walking, reading, and attending Friday services. Though seemingly mundane, these activities provide me with security and stability. I carry them out almost mechanically, without much thought. Some people might consider me dull or uninteresting because of my rigid routine. However, if they look closely, they might find an alternate explanation. Continue reading →
Long Island
Today, I embarked on a literary journey into the distinct world of Long Island, a novel by the acclaimed author Colm Toibin. This captivating narrative continues the life of Eilis Lacey, a beloved character from Toibin's celebrated work Brooklyn, but two decades have passed. Eilis, now in her forties, is married to Tony Fiorello, an Italian-American plumber, and they are raising two teenagers.