When a book begins with this opening sentence - "Captain Ahab was neither my first husband nor my last" - it is difficult not to continue reading to find out the answers.

Do I Need a Bucket List?
The New York Times had a guest essay by Dr. Kate Bowler, an associate professor at Duke Divinity School, entitled “One Thing I Don’t Plan to Do Before I Die Is Make a Bucket List.” Dr. Bowler is the author of “No Cure for Being Human,” and this essay has been adapted. She provides an overview of how the phrase “bucket list” came to convey an unnecessary need.
After reading the essay, I found no answer to my question. I do not have or need a bucket list. I desire to live my life to its fullest potential!