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Six Months Solo
Estimated reading time: 0 minutes, 35 secondsLiving solo for six months seems like an eternity! Memories of life before Jan’s death are faded and covered in cobwebs. Even the first and last kisses, however gentle they may be, vanish from my mind. As much as I have lived alone but not lonely, I miss her very much.
A year ago, we were preparing for her discharge after CAR-T. The two of us were cautiously optimistic, and we would not have believed them if the doctors had told us that she had only six months left.
Today and every day, I share Jan’s love with everybody.
Remembering Jan
Estimated reading time: 0 minutes, 35 secondsI will always cry when I watch this video.